(The picture above is taken from Google images.)
I started to write this post two days ago. Kill me. I usually keep saving each one as a draft so nothing will be lost, but this time I didn’t do it and, bad luck would have it, I accidentally turned off everything and the whole thing was gone. I got irritated a lot so I left it and I’m back now with something completely different. I had a very tough night and whole morning so I couldn’t do it earlier but it’s still Thursday! In here at least 😉
Today in Atlanta there’s a Pentatonix concert and it’s too bad that I couldn’t go but what I could do. If you don’t know then, I’m posting a video below! In my opinion the whole group is very talented. If you like this video – which I picked because I love Beyonce – check out other ones!
You know what, I watched a video with a 2 year old girl and her mother. The girl was standing sideways to the camera and she was looking somewhere else listening to what her mother was saying. And the mother was talking about how terrible this girl is, how rude, how badly she behaves, she doesn’t let others sleep, she cries too much, has too many problems and so on, and so on… And I was looking at this little one and I felt so sorry for her that I had tears in my eyes. You can think that my reaction was exaggerated but not to me. I just feel compassion to this little child who’s filming with the camera while her own mother is talking about her this way and she doesn’t even have any way to defend herself and everything just goes inside of her and later it’ll stay probably forever. And what for. That’s why I added this picture you can see above. Because this is how I see children treated this way – sad, lonely. And this isn’t that it’s only one case like that but it’s something that happens in most of the houses and which I don’t want to have in mine.
At the end of this month Nathan’s family is getting together for like three days, as they do every year. Last time we went to Orlando in Florida and now they chose more or less the same place but somewhere near some lake. I’d like to go but I asked myself – does it make any sense? I can’t find any reasonable answer. Because, you know, if I still feel this way and I’ll go, I don’t think I’ll handle sitting in the car for 7 hours very well and later they’ll go somewhere often and I’ll probably stay home most of the time. It’s kind of a strange situation, you must admit. So I’m torn because here I’d be completely alone for almost four days and there I’d have someone to sleep with in bed at least haha 😛
So how is it, have you gotten used to my new blog yet? I have, although I still don’t know how to do some stuff but that’s fine, the rest will come in time. I hope that everything is OK and works flawlessly.
I’ll take this risk and I’m adding this pic that Nate took a few days ago. So that you won’t forget what I look like 😛 But I edited it a little because I was so pale. Actually, you know so much about me now that it’s fine anyway. Alicia took two little flowers and she put one in my hair and then wanted me to do the same with hers.
Talk to you next time!